Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass.
It's about learning to dance in the rain.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Conflicted

I wanna let go...
I wanna show you who I am.
Not the person I seem to be, but who I really am.
Beneath all my fears, frustrations, and pain.
The person I was long before all the walls came up,
Before all the emotions got locked away.

I can tell you're different and it scares me.
I'm unsure how to react...
Everything I know is wrong...
You make me wanna change...be better.

You tell me things I need to hear,
without judgement you listen to me.
I feel a comfort with you I've never felt before.

I feel myself letting go at times,
I'm not sure what to do.
My mind says, "becareful, you'll be hurt again."
But my heart says, "don't think it could be great."
I'm conflicted and it frustrates me!

I wanna let go...
I'm here....I'm ready.